Another day of Him being busy. Hard when you are always so used to talking to Him all day, and being able to reach out when you need Him, or have questions.
Still struggling with this sex with another man thing.
i know i'll have to drink to do it. i also know that i will cry when its done. To me, it will feel like a betrayal, even though it is something Master wants me to do eventually. It's just because it's Him i've given myself to and mentally i am struggling getting by understanding why He wants this for me.
Its hard for me to even touch myself anymore. i just want Him to do it.
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