Big day for my immediate family. First day of a great and wonderful and emotional sport season. Go team!
A few months ago now i met a someone, with Masters approval, and we became friends. After time i told him what i was and that i was owned. He did not know much about the lifestyle but did some reading about it and told me that he feels he finally found himself. He's recently joined Fet and is spreading his wings and i'm happy for him. He told me that he will be forever grateful to me for bringing him back to what he really is and what will make him happy. The joy that i helped someone accomplish that really feels good.
Tonight he acquired a sub. i'm very happy for him, but i am also very concerned. Because he is a dear friend i worry, as a new Dom, will he won't find someone that is truly honest with him. Because i care for him i worry about that. If this sub is the one, i hope he will grow as he really wants to, and as i have with Master. i wish him all the luck!
i also did not get to talk to Master on Friday afternoon before the weekend. How did it make me feel? Upset. But i get it. He had a family matter to deal with. Nothing that could be done. And it's ok, but i still do feel sad about it. i miss Him. Luckily this weekend is very busy for me to keep my mind off of not seeing Him. i look forward to Monday as always. i do love a Monday oxoxo.
i also saw some people from my past today that did bring back a flush of memories. Was hard, but good. Happy memories and sad that really not many more will be created with them.
It's late. Had a rough night last night. Almost forgot to blog! Can you imagine that punishment?! Yikes! No thanks :)
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