Ho Hum, why was i beyond exhausted today and the second i get out of work i wake up a little? i seriously did not want to work out today but i was told i had to. In all honesty, i'm always glad i do because i feel good afterward. Thank You Master for knowing whats best for Your sub. i feel good. Still tired, but good. i hate to mention it and then jinx it, but i'm feeling pretty okay (don't want to say anything better just in case). i do have terrible anxiety and some depression issues, i wonder what we could come up with to get me out of the sad times quicker? Perhaps what happened Friday will be key? This last one was just waaaay to long. i'd insert a "poo" emonji here if i could - holler to my bff.
So i finally had some time to get through some of the Fet feeds i follow and came across something very sad and quite disturbing. A sub had mentioned something about "will she ever learn". i read it and was taken aback by what she wrote. her Dom had punished her and then she was to be punished again for another issue and she still had open wounds and was not allowed to use her safe word. To me, that's abuse. To everyone else that commented, that was abuse too. My Dom friend was quite worried for her. i hope he doesn't take it upon himself to get involved. He is a very caring person and i'd hate for him to put himself in some really bad situation. my bff thinks that the two of them are just learning and neither one of them know better. i sincerely hope that's the case and she doesn't get "hurt" again. There are some real fakes out there. i've talked to many. Master is the real deal! i'm very grateful for that. Most of them think that if they control you sexually they have mastered "domination". Yea, ok.....................
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