i never came before like i did today. It was the most intense thing i've ever done. Master and that fricken' wand ;). He brings me to such places!
i'm feeling better today. i want to only go forward from here. i want to keep being okay. i want to keep remembering where i belong and whom i belong to. i want to stay where my place is and is always will be. i like it here. i'm home, safe, protected and cared for. it's all i need and all i want. Master is working on the physical part and all will be perfect.
(A little random.....still dropping a tad i think)
Knowing where my head needs to stay, i must back off from some of the mess that surrounds me. There are certain people in my life that i need to back away from. i will still be pleasant towards them, but not be so involved. Master agrees. He knows what is best for me. Always has, always will.
(All i want to do is crawl up into bed right now. After such an intense session i really wish i could.)
Funny thing. i've been wearing my glasses all day today. i normally don't wear them and get by. i tried removing them to go on with my day but everything is fuzzy. That's how i would feel without Master.
:)
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